soldier wrote:Yes, once a year is better than nothing. My point is that we should humble ourselves and seek reconciliation with everyone; not just people in church.
Exactly. When one offends others inside or outside the church, then it is important to be humble and apologize to them as soon as our offense is realized. However, it is also necessary that Christians do not cast their pearls among swine. For example, if I were to offend a non-religious work associate, I would not become so emotional and cry as Paula Deen did. That kind of hysterical apology would obviously backfire.
If a person whom I have offended would not accept my apology even if I did apologize, it would be better to keep silent but show that I am sorry by a change in my behavior. I had that happen when I was a member of a World Orthodox jurisdiction. There was a person who was like harassing and stalking me as she has a severe mental illness. I sent her a written apology, but I refrained from apologizing to her in person because her expectations were not realistic. I had to stay away from her to avoid any more ugly scenes.
We all fall seven times a day or more? Where did you get that from?
St. John the Theologian said that if a man says that he does not sin, then that man is a liar. One of the psalms mentions that we fall seven times a day or more. We are to forgive often as Christ forgives us up to seventy times seventy (or more).
Orthodoxy taught me that my very existence is repulsive.
Then the person who taught you is wrong as God created man and saw that His creation was good. God desires the repentance of sinners. He truly cares for us, and loves us so much that He (Christ God) died on the Cross for us. Hence, our existence is not repulsive. Truly, our sins are grievous in His sight, but if we come to God in repentance, He will cleanse us, and even though our sins are scarlet, He will make us whiter than snow.