Joasia wrote:So I read the saints writings and you say that they are out of context with our lives, but then I see how Orthodox, cradle and convert live, in real life and it is no help.
Those who lived for God are the ones that know what they are talking about. We are the ones who are messed up.
The Saints were not LIVING IN the world. They had withdrawn from the world and were able to focus 100% on their faith with little distractions.
Unless you wish to do the same (and you have told me that you cannot, or will not, join a convent) then you have to LEARN how to live the Faith IN THIS WORLD. You cannot learn this by reading the writings of those who did not live it.