canoncially I can't be considered a schismatic because I never took any formal steps towards schism. and I also attend the local Novus Ordo services with regularity with my Dad.
Also one of my three part time jobs is doing work for the Knights and I can't afford to loose that income just yet. There aren't many jobs in Podunk USA. And I could loose my insurance coverability, actualy I would as its only open to Knights in good standing.
Also, having mentioned Dad (a Eucharistic Minister at the local NO parish), I could very well loose the rest of my family. The only thing that has kept them from disowning me so far is the rent they get from me every month. I've already lost a great deal of my family, and don't want to loose the rest.
And since I am not entirely convinced of either the sedevacantist or feeneyite positions, I have not made any formal steps towards them, other than loosing my Confessor who wasn't exactly an indultee himself. He was a retired jesuit who for a time took up residence at an SSPX priory, but later left because he felt he was a burden financially on the Priory and they had younger Priests coming up.
why do I jump from "pond to pond"? the way I see it, other than my brief excursion towards Orthodoxy, I haven't jumped ponds. I'm searching for the actual, true Catholic Church. But ultimatly I am looking for the fullness of truth, which explains everything from conversion from the protestant heresy and my brief excursion towards Orthodoxy, to my present dilema concerning Sedevacantism and Feeneyism.
Umm, did I claim to know anything about Orthodoxy? If I did, please tell me where so that I can fix it. I know I know nothing about Orthodoxy, and intended to write only that which I had seen with my own two eyes.
Joe Zollars